I'm not getting any answers. Please please help me. I don't know what to do.?

Sweetie you need to speak up that isn't right and I am speaking from experience of being ually abused by my step dad. He used to give me money and things like that and be nice and then he would get really mean and throw things and he was completely scary to be around. If you don't feel comfortable going to the counselor then don't find someone that you do feel comfortable around if its a teacher tell them and explain the situation don't leave out details. If you are cutting yourself then I would suggest that you do it soon that isn't good if your depressed. You could make an anonymous phone call to dhs or the police station yourself and when they start doing their investigation you could tell them about it and get yourself out of that house. I won't lie and tell you that it is going to be easy because it is not going to be but if you don't feel safe there then you need to do something about that your family and your home are supposed to make you feel safe. Be strong and don't let anyone make you feel like you did something wrong because its not your fault that this is happening to you!