Though I have a confirmed case of gender dysphoria, I'm having second thoughts about transitioning (MTF).?

maybe you could have some kind of transformation that you can function as a guy and a girl. like if you want to have implants you could get small ones and wear large clothing to hide it at work. also i think there's surgery to make chin narrower and eyebrow bones less prominant so there's always plastic surgery and you could just go to work without makeup and have shortish hair.